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I want to thank all that commented on my last journal entry so much for your support. Even though it doesn't fix anything it helps me to smile and fight on for the things I need to fight for.
The papers that my doctor has to give me so that I can get rehab money and hopefully at least not get WORSE from my fibromyalgia is still not in my hands. He decided to take most of last week off, and the people in his office refuse to print out the papers without him present. On monday I'm going there to get some shots in my ass (B12 vitamin and birth controll) and sit on my doctor until he prints out the damn papers so that I can take them directly to my caseworker.
Yes, directly to him, because the last time those papers where delivered to the government they got lost between an indoor mailbox and his office. I can't belive it... Insane. So I'm taking them directly to him. No doubt about it. After taking lots of pictures of them...
I still can't sleep very well, but I hope it will be better after monday is over. I'm not really a human these days, just a zombie that can't get anything done. Because I have too much to do... *sigh*
The person that said he would help me with stuff (the site I'm running) has really proven himself useless and not a friend at all. I'm turning to feeling sorry for him, because he is turning into someone that he used to hate. There is no respect to get from me anymore. I'm getting some help from others, and it's getting to the point where I don't have to worry too much. I don't feel like closing down the site right now, but I have been close to doing it lots of times over the last months.
At least I'm not hungry right now
And I've been smiling all night because Finland won the Eurovision Song Contest with a song that rules, in costumes that rules even more. Congratulations to "Lordi" and Finland
I really really really appreciate every single +fav I get on my pictures. But since the number of fav's is very high at some times, I don't have the time to thank you all for them. I choose to use my time on commenting on other deviant's artwork and make more of my own art instead of writing thank-you-notes all day long. I still visit the pages of those who +watch me and see if I want to watch back, and in my heart I love you all for +fav'ing my work.
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A small sign of life
I guess I don't have many followers left here on dA, I haven't logged in in months and my camera is only used for snapshots and vacation photos. My back is not much better, the fracture is healed of course, but since I have fibromyalgia my muscles around the fracture are not behaving nicely and it makes my life even more hell than it was before the accident. Pain killers are unavoidable and that is a creativity killer.
I have some outlets for my creativity that don't include me crawling around with a camera to get to the right angle ;P I have years and years of cat photos to make scrapbooks from (all the cats are better than fine, spoiled br
Empty
I don't take any pictures anymore. Since I fractured my spine I haven't had much energy to do any creative things. Someday I may be back here with new pictures to show you, but not now. Probably not in 2009.
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Too much drugs.
So yesterday I had to go to the doctor. Two friends started threatening to come get me and put me in the hospital, and my friend in Australia was about to do something I don't even want to know was. So I called my doctors office, got an appointment even though there was not time for it, and spent an hour on a bed there. When my doc finally had time for me he looked really concerned when I told him about my pain. We agreed on what pills to give me, but now I'm way too drugged. Seriously, I can't walk straight, it's like I'm riding on a carousel all by myself, I can't concentrate, I talk funny and I feel like I'm about to fall asleep all the ti
A broken spine and a trip to Egypt
Early in February I managed to fall down some stone stairs in a mall in Hamar (Norway). I broke my spine in one place, and beat the hell out of my tail bone. Since then I've been on morphine and I've felt very stupid. Like DUMB ASS stupid, because the drugs made me so. So I've kept away from dA, no need for me to be here and bother you with bad English and airhead comments when I can't even remember where U is in the alphabet.
Being stupid and very much ready to do something I refused to cancel the trip we had planned and paid to go to Hurghada in Egypt. The trip down there was a total nightmare, sitting in a plane for 6 hours was not what t
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